Just a casual walk with a “real friend” could make us see the path which was hidden for long by these shadows of our so-called family and friends, believe it or not, what we perceive in our minds about what we are going to become or what should we choose depends a lot with whom we spend our time with. Both of my parents are doctors they never forced me or make me think that all I have to do is study, as it goes in my country but feels good as I see it changing now, but being in a group of friends in which most of them had a plan in life scared the shit out of me.
In this, not so big but not so small walk either I expressed to my “friend” on how I want to develop and create something different from the flow of what is going on in this world, different as not innovative, different as in new. Astounded my “friend” asked me what have you planned, and for once I knew the answer which was I want to create new. Defining that “new” took a lot of toll on me but finally after this journey of being friend of all but actually open to much fewer people, sharing my thoughts with those who I believe will suggest me something better I got my answer and finally to develop and to follow my passion to build something new I chose to engineer and specialize in computer science and do software development, after the hard and long journey, surely making the best memories, of getting into a college in my country I thought I did it, but I got a big no!
And having a satisfaction in what I do and how I do is what I seek, while not wasting my parent’s money on a degree from a college which I know won’t do me good cause I have seen that if now, I do not work on it, it will all be a waste of money and the ever precious time and my energy.
At the end, I want to tell that at that night on the walk I was alone talking to myself and found the best answers about my life and at that night it all started when I found that what you need to do and the correct way to achieve it is already inside you just give time to yourself it won’t be a waste..